When I was born I was happy, because everyone cherish the day of my birth.
Before I was age 13 I had a family I didn't even know what to cherish.
After 13 I didn't realized how lucky I can be so different than my friends to be out of country.
I never realized how desperate I want a family with mom and dad at the same place b4 I am all grown up.
At age 18, I've lost my gf and I lost financial support from parents.
Never know I can be that strong, and I've been through it.
I was all alone with friends around me, but I do felt lonely under a mask of happiness.
I thought I will be hugged when I came back HOME, but I was wrong.
I was blamed and I had been looked down, and I have no one to share with.
But I finally had a family with mom and dad.
When age 23, I never know I loved my dad so much after he passed away.
I tried and tried to made my mom to be proud of me.
But it wasn't turn out the way I wanted, even I've worked for 16hrs per day.
Everything was judged by money.
I was down I was sad and I still have no one to talk to.
I used to hide negatives deep inside with my happy face.
At age 28, I feel the same back when I was 18.
I was helpless and hopeless and still I have no one to talk to.
At age 29 the present, I feel friends around me once again.
It was warm and cherish, I've got it all and I do appreciated.
I will leave the past and walk towards, though I do not have confident but I will be brave.
Blueprint of life will never exist, be brave and believed in myself will brought me to a better future.
chia-yo
Lonelystars 12/22/2008
這不是肯得蕉
- Dec 21 Sun 2008 23:56
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